(re)introduction

So, I have this flaw

a notion born of shaky minds,

a hint of confrontation

is my cue to flee the crime

of broadcasting a murderous language

my reflection gives rage

in preparation of my tongue

enunciating curses.

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i've decided to use this blog as a way to cope,

not really searching for answers to heal, 

just an outlet expressing hope,

where feelings have slowly declined,

trauma almost killed me,

i gave the devil my mind,

and stole it back,

anxiety attacks my system,

show empathy then dismiss them,

smile like a Sinner

transparent to a Saint

gullible in times of war

it's like He builds me up,

then humbles me with misery

claiming the peace I finally endured,

and here I am,

reminiscing,

Last September, 

a time I'll always remember,

Blessed I saw my 28th

instead of decaying 

honoring my desired fate,

at that time..

..i can't go off track

this moment was intended for introduction,

but I started thinking, 

allowing my memory to explore

long story short, 

i'm here for myself,

and for you, within the pages

i'm speaking what i feel is true,

if it resonates with you,

let God lead you where He needs to