spiritual epiphany

religion isn’t my strong suit,

I believe in my God, my Allah,

 
my higher power,

 
the One who determined my life

before She who served as my vessel connected with He,

who provided the seed of a spirit lead by eternity,

but I am not subscribed,

 
I am not perfect,

 
I am not saved,

 
I am learning to live according to my God’s plan,

 
I am learning patience,

 
I am learning acceptance of self and Others,

 
I am understanding who I am and my purpose,

I can only live by what I understand,

 
as I continue to grow my outlook alternates,

 
I would say enhance but not every change is good,

 
according to the standard that i am breaking through

the bounce back has always been harder than the fall,

I am realizing where I belong,

I am lashed for my opinion,

I am a sinner but my sins don’t determine the amount of wins

my God, my Allah blesses me with,

 
so please do not attempt to calculate the greatness He places upon my fate,

I am far from an example of who to be,

embracing the truth laid within this spiritual epiphany.