December 4, 2022

depression regression II

 I'm   never really prepared to handle pain.

I'm told of its many forms,

but I wasn't taught how to manage the impact,

holding myself up as its waves crash against
 
my shore; my heart and faith,

continuous crashing, throwing debris against my flesh,

making me feel it, the revelation,
 
the one that drops me to my knees,

I wanted to avoid this very thing
 
but it’s here and engraving itself into my mind,
 
limbic control, it knows it has struck gold,

it has a hold on me that only my third eye can unleash..